Monday, December 18, 2006

flower and their meaning

Have you ever wondered what a specific flower symbolises? Find out below!

Common Name
Meanings

Acacia
Beauty in retirement; Friendship; Concealed love: Chaste love

Agapanthus
Love

Allium
Unity; Humility; Patience

Alstroemeria
Wealth; Prosperity; Fortune

Ambrosia
Your love is reciprocated

Amaryllis
Pride; Splendid Beauty; Timidity

Anenome
Forsaken; Expectations

Aster
Symbol of love; Daintiness; Afterthought


Baby's Breath
Pure of heart; Innocence

Begonia
Beware

Bluebell
Humility; Everlasting love

Caladium
Great joy and delight

Camellia
Gratitude; Perfection

Camellia (blue)
You're a flame in my heart

Camellia (pink)
Longing for you

Camelia (white)
You're adorable; Perfected loveliness

Camellia (red)
Unpretending excellence

Carnation
Fascination; Womanly love; Devoted love

Carnation (Red)
My heart aches for you; Admiration

Carnation (Pink)
I'll never forget you; Woman's love

Carnation (Purple)
Capriciousness

Carnation (Striped)
Sorry I can't be with you; No; Refusal; Wish I could be with you

Carnation (White)
Innocence; Sweet and lovely; Pure love; Woman's good luck gift; You're adorable

Carnation (Yellow)
Rejection; You have disappointed me

Chrysanthemum
Cheerfulness; You're a wonderful friend; Rest; Loveliness; Abundance; Wealth

Chrysanthemum (Red)
I love you

Chrysanthemum (Yellow)
Slighted love

Chrysanthemum (White)
Truth

Crocus
Youthful gladness; Cheerfulness

Daffodil
You're the only one; Regard; Unrequited love; The sun shines when I'm with you

Dahlia
Dignity; Elegance; Good taste; Instability

Daisy
Innocence; Loyal love; I'll never tell; Purity; Gentleness; Romance

Delphinium
Big hearted; Fun

Fern
Secret bond of love; Fascination; Sincerity; Magic

Forget-Me-Not

Faithful love; Undying hope; Me
mories; Do not forget; True love

Freesia
Innocence; Trust; Friendship

Gardenia
Purity; Sweet love; You're lovely; Secret love; Refinement

Geranium
Folly; Stupidity
Gladiolus
Strength of character; Sincerity; Generosity; Natural grace
Gloxinia
Love at first sight
Grass
Submission
Heather (Lavender)
Admiration; Solitude
Heather (White)
Protection; Wishes will come true
Hibiscus
Delicate beauty
Holly
Foresight; Domestic happiness; Defence
Hyacinth
Games; Sports; Rashness
Hyacinth (Blue)
Constancy
Hyacinth (Purple)
Please forgive me; Sorrow
Hyacinth (Red / Pink)
Play
Hyacinth (White)
Loveliness; I'll pray for you
Hyacinth (Yellow)
Jealousy
Hydrangea
Thank-you for understanding; Frigidity; Heartlessness
Iris
Faith; Wisdom; Valour; Promise; My compliments; Hope; Message
Ivy
Wedded love; Fidelity; Friendship; Affection
Jonquil
Affection returned; Sympathy; Desire; Love me
Lilac (Purple)
First emotion of love
Lilac (White)
Youthful innocence; Purity; Modesty; Virginity; Majesty
Lily (Calla)
Beauty
Lily (Day)
Conquer
Lily (Eucharis)
Maiden charms
Lily (Tiger)
Sweetness; Humility; Return of happiness
Lily of the Valley
Pure; Modest


Magnolia
Love of nature; Nobility; Dignity
Marigold
Grief; Cruelty; Jealousy; Sacred affection; Despair
Moss
Maternal love; Charity
Narcissus
Stay as sweet as you are; Egotism; Formality
Oleander
Caution; Beauty; Grace
Orange Blossom
Purity; Innocence; Eternal love; Marriage; Fruitfulness; Loveliness
Orchid
Love; Beauty; Refinement; Beautiful lady; Flower of magnificence
Palm Leaves
Victory; Success
Pansy
Thoughtful reflection; Merriment
Peony
Bashfulness; Happy marriage; Prosperity
Petunia
Resentment; Anger; Your presence soothes me
Phlox
Our souls are united
Pine
Hope; Pity
Poinsettia
Be of good cheer
Poppy
Eternal sleep; Imagination; Oblivion
Poppy (Red)
Pleasure
Poppy (White)
Consolation
Poppy (Yellow)
Wealth; Success
Primrose
I can't live without you
Primrose (Evening)
Inconstancy
Rose (Red)
Love; I love you; Respect; Courage
Rose (Pink)
Perfect happiness; Gentility; Grace; Please believe me
Rose (Deep Pink)
Thank you
Rose (Light Pink)
Admiration
Rose (Yellow)
Friendship; Joy and happiness; Jealousy; Trying to care; Gladness
Rose (White)
Innocence; Purity; Heavenly; Secrecy; Silence; Charm
Rose (Peach / Coral)
Enthusiasm; Desire
Rose (Orange)
Enthusiasm; Desire
Roses (Red & White)
Unity
Rose (Single Red)
Simplicity; I love you
Rose (Long Stemmed)
I will remember you always
Rose (Short Stemmed)
Sweetheart; Girlhood
Roses (Assorted Colours)
You're everything to me
Roses (Mature Blooms)
Gratitude
Spider Flower
Elope with me
Statice
Sympathy; Remembrance
Stock
Lasting beauty; Bonds of affection; Promptness; You'll always be beautiful to me
Sunflower
Adoration; Pride; Sunshine
Sweet Pea
Delicate pleasures; Goodbye; Blissful pleasure; Departure; Thank you for a lovely time
Sweet William
Grant me one smile; Gallantry
Tulip
Perfect lover; Fame; Love; Passion
Tulip (Red)
Believe me; Declaration of love
Tulip (Yellow)
There is sunshine in your smile; Hopeless love
Tulip (Variegated)
Beautiful eyes
Violet
Modesty; Faithfulness; Virtue
Violet (Blue)
I'll always be true; Watchfulness
Violet (White)
Let's take a chance on happiness
Water Lily
Purity of heart
Wisteria
Welcome
Xeranthemum
Eternity; Immortality
Zinnia
Thoughts of absent friends
Have you ever wondered what a specific flower symbolises? Find out below!

Common Name
Meanings

Acacia
Beauty in retirement; Friendship; Concealed love: Chaste love

Agapanthus
Love

Allium
Unity; Humility; Patience

Alstroemeria
Wealth; Prosperity; Fortune

Ambrosia
Your love is reciprocated

Amaryllis
Pride; Splendid Beauty; Timidity

Anenome
Forsaken; Expectations

Aster
Symbol of love; Daintiness; Afterthought


Baby's Breath
Pure of heart; Innocence

Begonia
Beware

Bluebell
Humility; Everlasting love

Caladium
Great joy and delight

Camellia
Gratitude; Perfection

Camellia (blue)
You're a flame in my heart

Camellia (pink)
Longing for you

Camelia (white)
You're adorable; Perfected loveliness

Camellia (red)
Unpretending excellence

Carnation
Fascination; Womanly love; Devoted love

Carnation (Red)
My heart aches for you; Admiration

Carnation (Pink)
I'll never forget you; Woman's love

Carnation (Purple)
Capriciousness

Carnation (Striped)
Sorry I can't be with you; No; Refusal; Wish I could be with you

Carnation (White)
Innocence; Sweet and lovely; Pure love; Woman's good luck gift; You're adorable

Carnation (Yellow)
Rejection; You have disappointed me

Chrysanthemum
Cheerfulness; You're a wonderful friend; Rest; Loveliness; Abundance; Wealth

Chrysanthemum (Red)
I love you

Chrysanthemum (Yellow)
Slighted love

Chrysanthemum (White)
Truth

Crocus
Youthful gladness; Cheerfulness

Daffodil
You're the only one; Regard; Unrequited love; The sun shines when I'm with you

Dahlia
Dignity; Elegance; Good taste; Instability

Daisy
Innocence; Loyal love; I'll never tell; Purity; Gentleness; Romance

Delphinium
Big hearted; Fun

Fern
Secret bond of love; Fascination; Sincerity; Magic

Forget-Me-Not

Faithful love; Undying hope; Me
mories; Do not forget; True love

Freesia
Innocence; Trust; Friendship

Gardenia
Purity; Sweet love; You're lovely; Secret love; Refinement

Geranium
Folly; Stupidity
Gladiolus
Strength of character; Sincerity; Generosity; Natural grace
Gloxinia
Love at first sight
Grass
Submission
Heather (Lavender)
Admiration; Solitude
Heather (White)
Protection; Wishes will come true
Hibiscus
Delicate beauty
Holly
Foresight; Domestic happiness; Defence
Hyacinth
Games; Sports; Rashness
Hyacinth (Blue)
Constancy
Hyacinth (Purple)
Please forgive me; Sorrow
Hyacinth (Red / Pink)
Play
Hyacinth (White)
Loveliness; I'll pray for you
Hyacinth (Yellow)
Jealousy
Hydrangea
Thank-you for understanding; Frigidity; Heartlessness
Iris
Faith; Wisdom; Valour; Promise; My compliments; Hope; Message
Ivy
Wedded love; Fidelity; Friendship; Affection
Jonquil
Affection returned; Sympathy; Desire; Love me
Lilac (Purple)
First emotion of love
Lilac (White)
Youthful innocence; Purity; Modesty; Virginity; Majesty
Lily (Calla)
Beauty
Lily (Day)
Conquer
Lily (Eucharis)
Maiden charms
Lily (Tiger)
Sweetness; Humility; Return of happiness
Lily of the Valley
Pure; Modest


Magnolia
Love of nature; Nobility; Dignity
Marigold
Grief; Cruelty; Jealousy; Sacred affection; Despair
Moss
Maternal love; Charity
Narcissus
Stay as sweet as you are; Egotism; Formality
Oleander
Caution; Beauty; Grace
Orange Blossom
Purity; Innocence; Eternal love; Marriage; Fruitfulness; Loveliness
Orchid
Love; Beauty; Refinement; Beautiful lady; Flower of magnificence
Palm Leaves
Victory; Success
Pansy
Thoughtful reflection; Merriment
Peony
Bashfulness; Happy marriage; Prosperity
Petunia
Resentment; Anger; Your presence soothes me
Phlox
Our souls are united
Pine
Hope; Pity
Poinsettia
Be of good cheer
Poppy
Eternal sleep; Imagination; Oblivion
Poppy (Red)
Pleasure
Poppy (White)
Consolation
Poppy (Yellow)
Wealth; Success
Primrose
I can't live without you
Primrose (Evening)
Inconstancy
Rose (Red)
Love; I love you; Respect; Courage
Rose (Pink)
Perfect happiness; Gentility; Grace; Please believe me
Rose (Deep Pink)
Thank you
Rose (Light Pink)
Admiration
Rose (Yellow)
Friendship; Joy and happiness; Jealousy; Trying to care; Gladness
Rose (White)
Innocence; Purity; Heavenly; Secrecy; Silence; Charm
Rose (Peach / Coral)
Enthusiasm; Desire
Rose (Orange)
Enthusiasm; Desire
Roses (Red & White)
Unity
Rose (Single Red)
Simplicity; I love you
Rose (Long Stemmed)
I will remember you always
Rose (Short Stemmed)
Sweetheart; Girlhood
Roses (Assorted Colours)
You're everything to me
Roses (Mature Blooms)
Gratitude
Spider Flower
Elope with me
Statice
Sympathy; Remembrance
Stock
Lasting beauty; Bonds of affection; Promptness; You'll always be beautiful to me
Sunflower
Adoration; Pride; Sunshine
Sweet Pea
Delicate pleasures; Goodbye; Blissful pleasure; Departure; Thank you for a lovely time
Sweet William
Grant me one smile; Gallantry
Tulip
Perfect lover; Fame; Love; Passion
Tulip (Red)
Believe me; Declaration of love
Tulip (Yellow)
There is sunshine in your smile; Hopeless love
Tulip (Variegated)
Beautiful eyes
Violet
Modesty; Faithfulness; Virtue
Violet (Blue)
I'll always be true; Watchfulness
Violet (White)
Let's take a chance on happiness
Water Lily
Purity of heart
Wisteria
Welcome
Xeranthemum
Eternity; Immortality
Zinnia
Thoughts of absent friends
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Monday, October 23, 2006

Beat Zero

To my Beat Zero : Sleep tight tonight. I will be dreaming of you. In my dreams, that will be the only place i will be holding you, hugging you, kissing you for the next few days. Even if it is only in my dreams, it's enough. Because i know, no matter how far away you are from me, you are still here with me. Love you so much. =p



Tiko uncle
this Tiko uncle, chose to seat beside me. When he sat down, i almost puked.
No. 1: He stinks of sweat with a strong fishy smell.
No. 2: His hair was oily, so oily tat it looks like the oil is dripping off his hair.
No. 3: He was wearing a white (or i should say grey!) shirt that is partially wet and he unbutton the top so much. bleah!
No. 4: He sits with his legs open so widely, his legs were like purposely closing up to my legs.
No. 5: The way he stares at me send shivers down my spine.That's it, the first day, i tot never mind, just forget it and get over it. Praying so hard that the bus will fly to the stop that i'm alighting from.

Day 2...I can't believe i see him again! This time, the bus has plenty of seats to choose from and i was seating on the outside of the bench, he purposely wants me to move and let him seat inside. I can't take it anymore, and i did the puking sound as i was really gonna puke cos of the strong stench. Guess what he did? He purposely sneezed so loud in front of him i quickly used my jacket to cover my face.URGH!!! How disgusting can that get. And he kept staring at my legs can! The thought of it makes me lose my appeitite for the day. Well, not too long later, the bus was packed. I gave up my seat to a malay aunty and stand at the door. The stupid tiko just kept staring but i almost felt like slapping him, i didn't slap because i didn't want to dirty my hands on his oily and stinky face. The next time i see him on the bus, i swear i will leave the seat immediately when he wants to seat beside me.BLEAH! SUPER SWAY MORNING!!!


STOMP.COM.SG
I was too engrossed in the STOMP talkback forum. It's a pretty cool forum, all of you peeps should actually check it out. The forum is one of the things that is keeping me alive. =pWell, today the OPERA SINGER strikes again. This time, without her opening her mouth, she managed to make me feel like strangling her instantly.Well, basically, one of my colleagues came over to me and told me to pack my table as it was kinda messy, said that "officer" ask her to convey the msg to me. Well.. There is only one freaking officer who is against me can?I got the urge to type out his name here, but i guess, it's ok. =)


Quote of the day
A quote that i would like to share:"In order to successfully transform Singapore into a global service capital, everyone needs to play hispart. I am confident that if we all take the extra step and be a GEM, anddeliver our service from the heart; we will make adifference sooner rather than later; and create in theprocess a service culture in Singapore that others will talk about."Raymond Lim Minister, Prime Minister's Office,Second Minister for Finance,Second Minister for Foreign Affairs,Minister in charge of promoting service quality in Singapore and Chairman, Go- the-Extra-Mile-for-Service (GEMS) Executive Committee .A newly generated message such as the above is always flashed on my screen every morning i switch on my computer and get into windows. This particular message got my attention (one factor is maybe cos it's kinda lengthy). The author is conveying a strong and motivating message to everyone, not only in the service or retail industry, it's everyone in Singapore. Why do i say it's everyone? There are two kinds of customer, internal and external. Internal customers are your colleagues, superior and people working with you. External is obviously the paying customer who is paying for your services and etc. So it's everyone in general. Shall not elaborate more on this or it will become "Customer Behavior" theories soon and it's gonna be damm dry and boring to post. Haha!I do look forward to Singapore being recognised for one of the countries that offers the best customer service, and it is definitely true that, good service comes straight from the heart. Choosing your occupation plays a very role in this area. Always do something that you enjoy doing, and that is when you can put in 101% of your effort and hard work to achieve the best results and to maximise your potential.*People who are not happy at work can never be productive.*


Some of the websites i frequent nowadays at work are like...
http://www.thesuperficial.com
http://www.hollywoodtuna.com
http://www.gofugyoutself.typepad.com
http://www.popsugar.com
Basically, all the Hollywood celebrities gossips websites. Haha.. i had fun reading them. A very good source of entertainment for me during lunch time and when i am bored or have nothing to do at work.Well.. sometimes i do dwell on the thought, if my life is being recorded and monitored by paparazzi everyday, i guess i will just go crazy cause there is absolutely no freedom to do anything. I guess that is why Lindsay Lohan had that song, "Rumor". The lyrics seems to be directed straight at all the paparazzi and people like me who enjoy reading all the gossips. lolx.Well, one of the meanest joke on the websites are like... "Fergie is like a male with extreme level of estrogen in here..." or something like tat.. Pretty much meant the same. I am like.. ooooookkk.. i used to think that Fergie is damm hot. After reading all the gossips website and see those "fugly" pictures of hers, I feel quite "sianzzz...". Nevertheless, i still feel that she has the hottest bod although she has breast implants. I mean come on.. Any girl who is so cautious about their body, will definitely think of having boobs implants. Plastic surgery is like so damm common nowadays.Do i say no to Plastic Surgery? who don't want to have perfect features? I won't say no to it, but i will say no to too drastic changes (except for boobs inplants.. i like big round boobs. haha.) But den again, some boobs implants are really too digusting and fake.=p It's just a desire. I care alot about how i look. I do care alot if i put on 1kg of fats (not muscles). I am worried that acnes will fill my face again. I will absolutely loathe to have the "fat pig trotters" i had last time. I want to cut away all the fats on my triceps. I want very define and protuding deltoids. I have big boobs now I want perfect complexion. I want my abs to be as defined as Fergie. I want this i want that...Conclusion? Human want everything.. they desire so much, they are fickle minded. I am fickled minded too. I want alot of things. I've changed. I changed because of one important person in my life. I changed cos i love him so much i cannot bear to lose him. I want to shout out so loud to him now that, I really love him and I am willing to do anything for him. =)I am not fickled minded when it comes to loving you.Kinda tired not due to my super late night and sleepless night last night. Haha! Dang.. gonna start talking nonsense soon...1hr of intensive cardio today at the gym. Time to lose some mass...




Spring Cleaning time


I decided to just stay home and do what i can to keep myself occupied. Keeping that thought in mind, my mother has been begging, pleading, nagging and scolding me to clear up my room that is full of rubbish. I kept procasinating but today is an exception. With the help of my doggie, Spencer Chad Roxburgh , we cleared up our room and made it sparkling clean! The air felt so much fresher and i guess i will be able to sleep better tonight.So here are a few pics that I took while i was cleaning up my room. lolx. I was disgusted by the amount of rubbish on my desk and inside the drawers. I guess you peeps can see how messy everything was. No wonder my mom kept scolding me......

Lessons learnt from your relationship

1) It is essential to give each other some space and not stick to each other so closely that it is almost impossible to breath.
2) Learnt that some guys needs alot of space.
3) learnt that most guys need their girlfriend to be independent.
4) Learnt that some guys are just not boyfriend materials and should be dumped way ahead.
5) Learnt that some guys just wanna get into your pants and get out.
6) Learnt that a person in love should stand up for his/her rights and not get trampled all over.
7) Learnt that it is important for a person to know when to let go.
8) I learnt so much i think it's impossible to type everything out. haha!~

Thursday, October 19, 2006

me , myself and I




<<<<<<<>>>
To live each day as if it is the last day


i get irriated by >>...
madagascar cockroaches and people who eat them


the sexiest person is Scarlett Johansson



My idea of a good evening AND/ OR What I do for fun?
Dining at Ritz Carlton , follow by a swim in the pool and drinks by the Jacuzzi



Things in life I would like to do - but haven't done yet.....what a long list ......

Playing with the Alaskan huskies in Finland, skiing in Mt Zermatt Switzerland , eat croissants in cafe in Louvre Museum, visit Ground Zero world Trade Centre in New York , sky diving in USA , eating the $4.99 buffets at Las Vegas ( done liao) , scuba diving in Great Barrier Reef, swimming in the sub zero degree waters in the Atlantic Ocean with snow floating around, throwing snowballs at Spencer in London, feeding the penguins in North Pole , swimming with the Pink Dolphins, surfing in Miami beach USA, sunbathe topless in Brazil, seeing the Northern Lights in Helsinki and shoppiing in Sweden, see the Little Mermaid in Copenhagen, pick the flowers in Amsterdam (TULIPS) , eat ice cream in Paris,



I prefer to >>>>>
go out and party, Social nights out, Outdoor activities/ sports, Hobbies/ Crafts, Watching sports, Family events, Activities

Sunday, September 17, 2006

What breed of puppy are you ??

You Are a Rottweiler Puppy

Powerful, smart, and protective.
You're eager to growl at anyone you hate - but you're a big sweetheart inside.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

My dog name is "Spencer"



When I met Spencer, he was living with his previous owner Jonathan. Jonathan had put up a notice in Cold Storage Jelita one fine day earlier hoping to find Spencer a home. He didn't expect to hear from anyone so soon! I had seen the notice and called excitedly asking Jonathan if I can go and see the doggie.
Jonathan had to say goodbye to Spencer he had babysat for 2 years. Jonathan stays at Yishun St 22 . I quickly took a cab with Jackie yesterday to Jonathan's house. The house was filled with boxes and boxes of stuff that looked like they had just moved in . The moment I saw the doggie, Spencer, i knew straight away I wanted him. It happened so fast, Jackie asked if maybe I ever wanted to think it over. But I was certain that Spencer is the one for me . When Spencer left to go to his new home with me, it was a happy goodbye. It seems like Spencer don't like his previous owner .Spencer didn't cry at all. He was so happy to leave Jonathan's home. Spencer is very friendly, there was a certain reticence about him at first. He likes to be cuddled. He just loves giving licks and being hugged in return. I adore Spencer and has become "his shadow" following him around the house . I just enjoying being with him.
He is quite mischievous and will hide things around the house. He loves playing soccer and throw ball and going for long walks around the neighbourhood.
As I was talking with Jackie on the phone , Spencer was lying down beside me, listening attentively. I exclaimed several times what a lucky boy Spencer is to be in such a great home. If Spencer could talk, I am sure he would say it was well worth his wait and that my family is just fabulous!

Monday, September 04, 2006

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

70 storey condominium in Singapore


Address: Marina Boulevard

Type of Development: Condominium

Tenure: 99 years

District: 02

No. of Units: 1,111

Year of Completion: 2009

Developer: City Development Ltd and AIG

Unit sizes: Studio: 592 - 818 sq ft

2 bedrooms: 883 - 1,356 sq ft

3 bedrooms: 1,184 - 2,002 sq ft

4 bedrooms: 1,776 - 2,185 sq ft

Penthouse: 3,391 - 6,297 sq ft


The Sail @ Marina Bay would be the new icon set at the skyline of Marina Bay, which is located in Marina Boulevard. It is considered a 6-star waterfront lifestyle condominium.An architectural icon soars to greet the sky, the structure of The Sail is 245 metres and 70 storey high. The Sail is Singapore's tallest condominium / apartment and it is among the top 10 tallest residential building in the world.This development offers panoramic city view of Marina Bay and the sea. It is close to the Suntec City, proposed Integrated Resort with Casino, Esplanade, Singapore River. Targeted to set a new benchmark for an integrated lifestyle environment.From 1 bedroom to 4 bedroom types as well as penthouses, all 1,111 luxury units are meticulously designed to maximise space usage and to integrate both office and home into one complete lifestyle concept.
Every unit at The Sail @ Marina Bay will take full advantage of its iconic location with commanding views of the spectacular Marina Bay and beyond, the impressive skyline of Singapore or the aerial park vista of the neighbouring Central Linear Park.
For excellent service with a ready smile, rely on the hotel-styled concierge, exclusively only for residents of The Sail @ Marina Bay.
Indulge in the infinity-edged pool. Work out at the unique aqua gym, or the comprehensive gymnasium with a panoramic vista of the Marina Bay. Luxuriate in extensive spa facilities. Play a game at the tennis courts. Everything you need for total health and wellness is right here.
The Recreation Room and Executive Club Lounge on the 34th storey of the Central Park Tower and 44th storey of the Marina Bay Tower sky terraces, respectively, are lavishly furnished and spill out to open-air gardens. Landscaped for meditative fitness, the sky terraces present breathtaking views of the dynamic skyline and the sea.

My dream house -Paterson Edge at Grange Road






Address: 26 Paterson Road
Type of Development: Apartment
Tenure: Freehold
District: 09
Year of Completion: 1999
Developer: Sembawang Land Pte Ltd
Unit sizes: 2 bedrooms: 86 – 110 sq m
3 bedrooms: 108 – 179 sq m
4 bedrooms: 165 sq m
Penthouse: 274 – 297 sq m



The Paterson Edge represents the modern living in the heart of Orchard Road.
It is one of the nearest apartment closest to the shopping belt and Orchard MRT station.
This contemporary building has a roof top swimming pool and a well equipped gymnasium.
Apartments at Paterson Edge have full height windows and small layouts.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Hi my name is Holiday


I am 3 months old jack russell terrier .I am a handsome boy puppy . My name is Holiday .
My owners named me Holiday coz' everybody loves a holiday .Its relax and no need to work . ...hence come forth my name . Clarissa wanted to name me "Beckham" and "Michael Owen. Lucky my name is not Beckham . Imagine my embaressment if Clarissa keep yelling my name at Starbucks .......
My Birthday is on 08th May 2006 . Where is my present ?????
I was born in Pet Movers Farm in Pasir Ris Singapore on a beautiful Monday wee hours of the morning. I got 2 sisters and 2 brothers . They are sold to caring and loving owners liao . Clarissa is very nice to me . I like to smell Clarissa . She has perfume on her . She always buys expensive toys and bones for me to bite . I also like to sleep on her lap and lick her fingers.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Sex And The City- Music Video

i like the song . can anyone tell me what song is this ?
Sluts And The City

for all my girl frens
so funny
hot_japanese_kissing

nice music leh
Brasilian Gurlz - Thais Thormann

i am gonna buy the hazel contact lens liao
BBB - Big Brother Brasil 6 - Brazil - Gostosas - Sexy Girls

learn girls learn
Japanese English lessons

haha

Monday, August 14, 2006

Jon Jonsson






Freshly coiffured and styled he was, but surfer dude Jon Jonsson looked spaced-out last Saturday at the office of Ave. Management modelling agency.
"I have been sleeping loads but I'm still pretty jet-lagged since arriving in Singapore three days ago, "said the 22-year-old Icelandic-Thai winner of Manhunt: The Search For America's Most Gorgeous Male Model.
The eight-part reality TV series premiered in the United States on the Bravo TV network last October and is now airing in Asia on Star World.
With his wavy tresses and exotic good looks, Jonsson walked away with a four-year US$100,000 contract with the prestigious New York-based IMG. He was also offered a two-month overseas stint in a city of his choice.
"I chose Singapore, I love the heat, I love the humidity," he said. His distaste for New York's cold weather has been well-documented on his personal blog previously.
"It's so near to Malaysia, Indonesia and Thailand, with all their rainforests and beaches - I may never leave this region," added Jonsson, whose only other trip to Asia had been to Songkhla, Thailand, 17 years ago, to visit his Thai mother's relatives.

His mum teaches Thai at the Defense Language Institue in Monterey, California, while his Dad is an atmospheric research scientist at the Naval Post-graduate School in Monterey.
Thanks to his genes, perhaps, it seems Jonsson is no himbo, as he's pursuing an astrophysics degree at the University of California, Santa Cruz.
Born in Iceland, the resident of Carmel, California, is the second of three sons. His family moved to New York and then Colorado before settling in California in 1994.
Turning serious, Jonsson rued that Manhunt's producers "tended to blow up the drama a little too much". For example, the 1.8m-tall hunk says, "if someone cried a little, they would make it out to be a real big deal".
"The producers kind of forced things upon us which were not in the terms of our contracts with Bravo TV - like the nude shoot they asked me and Rob to do," he said, referring to the series' finale where he and law undergraduate Rob Williams were asked to bare all before the camera.
Also Jonsson learnt later that he had been secretly selected as the winner two episodes earlier. All that might explain why he does not relish taking part in another reality TV show.
Shortly after filming for the show ended last August, he broke up with his art student girlfriend Jilian Kunysz - primarily because he had to leave for New York for his contractual obligations while she wanted to stay put in California.

So, despite winning the Manhunt title, Jonsson said what he really longs for is a meaningful relationship.
"You may be a hot model and all, but beyond that, it's really important to have someone to share your life with."
Given his newly minted celebrity status, he is surely in prime position to romance and be romanced. As he put it: "I take to female attention very kindly."

Friday, August 11, 2006

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

jackie's dog



Let’s get ready to rumble!

We have a Weiner Dog

free time...

Listening to: Paris Hilton Stars are blind

… is a much-craved but slightly unfamiliar commodity these days.

I can hardly remember how it feels to sleep late, wake up whenever I want, and go back to bed when I feel like it. Haha… oh, the memories.

The World Cup has been over for almost a month now, but it feels like forever. Indeed, some things feel almost a lifetime ago, hmmm.

In other news, I have been constantly afflicted with PLS (Post-Lunch Syndrome). Symptoms usually appearing after 2.30pm: lethargy, sleepiness, general I-dont-feel-like-doing-anything-can-I-just-put-my-head-on-the-table-and-sleep-iness. Help! :O

It’s another busy day I forsee, hopefully the good times will outweigh the bad.

Happy Hols everyone!

Jackie

He's bittersweet
He knocks me off my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
He is a mystery
He is too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
Is he just the guy that I'm looking for ??

Life's little ups and downs

Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can’t go back to bed
It’s gonna be a lonely lonely
Lonely lonely day

Even though the sun is shining down on me
And I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It’s gonna be a lonely lonely
Lonely lonely day

Everybody knows that something’s wrong
But nobody knows what’s going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It’s shaping up to be a lonely day.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Wo men jie hun ba (preview 2)
Wo men jie hun ba (preview 4)

Friday, July 28, 2006

My birthday is coming - Sept 4th Darling!!!!




Wish list

Nokia recently announced the latest sleek and stylicious addition to their NSeries, the Nokia N72. This little multimedia dynamo packs quite a punch with its 2.0 megapixel (1600 x 1200 pixels) camera, integrated digital music player, integrated browser, and FM radio. By sliding open the active lens cover you can capture both photos and video clips with one button click. The pearl pink and gloss black versions of the N72 have digital textures on the back, which allows users to personalize the gadget (not sure how, but that's what the announcement claimed).A Nokia rep said, "The Nokia N72 allows you to tailor your multimedia device to match your interests, whether music, imaging or entertainment content, all in a stylish design you will be proud to own."And it looks cool. Really cool.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Shayne performs 'I Believe In A Thing Called Love'
Shayne Ward - Nor Promises

am i soft hearted or what ?
Shayne Ward - Stand By Me

this song makes me cry and cry and cry ....

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Sony_mubot


This cute little fellow is called the Mu-Bot. It debuted at the 2006 Tokyo Toy fair. With a lot of robot toys and accessories at the fair, this is one of the ones that stood out. The arms of the Mu-Bot are retractable earbuds with the reel inside of the robots body. The audio connector comes out the back like a tail. Other than that, there is not too much to the Mu-Bot. It is a real simple product packaged in a really cute case. I wonder what kind of color options they are going to offer eventually. I think the Mu-Bot would be great in PINK COLOUR!!, but I guess we will have to wait and see.

Lessons on Life

This is a long one, enjoy.

Divinity. Here inlays the key to human existence. Without divinity humankind has no purpose, no goals in which to strive onward through time. In the mere millisecond, from a universe perspective, that humans have existed, the human mind has grown into a complexity unbeknownst in the history of the Earth. The undeniable intervention of some form of divinity must have occurred, but why now? 13.7 billion years after all existence began, space-time as we know it from the remnants of the “Big Bang.” Cosmic Microwave Background Radiation left over from time 0. Absolute Zero time just before the Planck Era when this Microwave Radiation was the most intense of hot Gamma Rays pulsing through a universe immensely smaller than any sub-atomic particle, and yet containing in it everything we can possibly think of. Earth being roughly 1/3 the age of the universe and yet the capability of understanding where the universe is, how old it is, has only just happened. A momentous time! So where is this divinity? The ultimate dependency for our survival as a race, a part of this Earth, which is just another rock traveling along through space and time with the expansion of the universe, divinity, which is the sole reason why humans exist as well as the entire universe.

Perspective. A lost word in the big scheme of things. Here we travel on Earth taking six minutes to get 6 miles on a road, in which time we have traveled about 100 miles due to Earth’s rotation, in which time we have traveled 7,200 miles revolving around the Sun, in which time we have traveled around 54,000 miles revolving around the center of our Milky Way Galaxy, in which time we have traveled with our galaxy 134,000 miles in the direction of the Hydra Constellation, in which time the whole Virgo Cluster of Galaxies has traveled an amazing distance, but from our perspective here on Earth, we’ve gone six miles in a car in six minutes. Even so, there are countless gravitational forces at work, jerking us at blinding speeds, but summing up in the one directional vector that our galaxy is actually moving. Everything in this universe is bound by this force, yet the universe expands and accelerates as if the giant clusters of galaxies were mere dust particles on the surface of a speeding train trying to slow it down via friction with the rushing air. The natural order on Earth that we’ve gotten used to constrains us to think locally about these trivial matters, but an infinite complexity emerges when the mind opens up a little to allow for a universal perspective.

Love, Hate and Infinity. Love is infinite because there is no way to measure love without experience. Our first love is always infinite because it has never been experience before. What about our second love? If it’s more powerful than the first then it becomes infinite, but if not then it is quantified. There is now a measuring stick for love where it can be compared to another. Love is comparable, with infinite love being the strongest of human emotions beyond fear, satisfaction, jealousy, happiness, and sadness. But with every Yin there is a Yang, and the Yang for Love is most definitely Hate, and just like Love, Hate is also and more commonly infinite. And even though these emotions are infinite, they grow. And with most human beings on this Earth, Hate dominates just as Man dominates Woman. And here inlays an imbalance.


The Human. A simple star made up of hydrogen fusing into helium and releasing the excess as pure energy traveling outward at the speed of light, is on the verge of dying. The core is unstable as the hydrogen burns out. The balance of gas pressure and gravity denoting the physical size of that star has been tainted and the core collapses into itself struggling for stability. As the core collapses, heat builds up until the helium is able to fuse into Carbon causing intense gas pressure resulting in the great expansion of the star. As the star grows, the surface changes color as it cools down, turning red. But the real action is happening in the core. The core searches for stability, but will never find it. The center of the core become so dense and hot that heavier elements fuse until iron is reached. Fusion past iron is impossible in a star, and it is only the 26th element on our periodic table which includes more than 105 elements. Yet here on Earth, we have an abundance of these heavier elements such as gold, nickel, zinc and mercury to name a few. The star is accelerating to a breaking point where the core can’t fuse any further and the result is an intense explosion of the outer layers. The immense energy released causes all types of atoms to combine and form these heavier elements. We all descend from these elements created in supernovas that cause these atoms to fuse together with the excess energy from the dying star’s blast. Everything in our bodies, from the calcium in our bones to the iron in our blood came from the explosions of these stars. So what does that make us? Here is a direct connection between humankind and the stars. We are more a part of this universe than just some creatures created by God, our relation to our surroundings is direct and we are in fact the universe struggling to understand itself. The physical human being can be summed up by these elements found naturally on Earth resulting from the blasts of dying stars. The mind is the inexplicable part of us that is capable of infinite possibilities.


Consciousness. Wealth, Money, Power, Greed, Jealousy, Hate, and Envy has plagued its way into humanity. Wealth is stemmed from materialism, is it not? On the surface, wealth is money, and with wealth comes power. The desire for wealth, money and power stems from greed, which stems from envy and jealousy. Hate is the result. Deeper down, wealth becomes happiness stemming from being content. Being content derives from ridding oneself of all desires, and power comes from wisdom, understanding and compassion. The result is Love. Wealth has two meanings, and power has two paths, but the complex combinations how much wealth and power one has, and the desires involved in acquiring them, is infinite. So what makes a person good? How can a person be judged as good or bad? Santa Clause counts all naughty acts and all nice acts, and if nice overrides naughty, you get presents. But in the real world where there are real religions and real faiths, most stating that there is an ultimate judge or God who lets those who are good into heaven. What right do any of these religions or deities or stately figures have in telling the universe what is right and what is wrong, when the acts of right and wrong, love and hate, are infinitely complex. The mind is complex and no two are alike. Thoughts race through a million at a time, each one sparking new thoughts and ideas. It is the only freedom that people truly have, and this threatens those who desire power through greed. Those who desire to control. Most governments, businesses and many religions are started by people who have this intense desire, the most dangerous desire in humankind. Control causes wars and murder, and it is drilled into the minds of all civilized humans alike from the day we are born. And here inlays an imbalance.


Infinity. What things are infinite? The universe? The galaxy? The Sun? The Earth? The Oceans? How many water molecules are in the ocean? What about the number of Hydrogen atoms in a star? Although they may seem to be infinite they do have quantities, however improbable it is to measure or count. But take the coastline of Western South America. You drive along a road running along the coast line and you get a quantity in miles for the approximate length of that coastline. You look closer at the coastline and spend a number of years walking along the shore, measuring every nook and cranny with an meter stick and you get a much larger quantity for the length of that coastline. You look even closer and see that even the meter stick gives an approximation. So you spend the rest of your life with a centimeter stick measuring the coastline realizing that the length of the Western South American coastline is actually much longer than when you measured it years in the past with the meter stick. Looking at a small section of the coastline, you see that every bend has to be accounted for, looking even closer you see that every bump on a rock has to be accounted for, and looking microscopically close, you see that every one of those millions of bumps on every one of those millions rocks must be accounted for until you get down to the atoms on the edge of those rocks. So the length the Western South American coastline approaches infinity. The same argument goes with the distance around a small rock you can hold in your hand. So perspective once again ruins certainty.

Belief. Who the hell in their free mind can believe in anything at all? Belief causes constraints, each belief a piece of a straightjacket until there are so many beliefs that one is confined to one place, and one path. Every belief closes the mind off to infinite possibilities otherwise. Belief is certainty in a universe of uncertainties. If we were meant to know everything, we would be animals acting on instinct rather than humans with complex minds.


Possibilities. The answer is yes. Is it possible that there is no creator and that humans came to exist through evolution from apes, that evolved from lungfish, that evolved from single-celled organisms, that came from water and sunlight, resulting from being a certain distance from the Sun, which was cause by the localization of hydrogen, which was probably caused by the explosion of a star? Is it possible that we are here by chance and there is no purpose in humans other than to live here on this world for as long as we can? Is it possible that we were all created by an infinite complexity, or a God and that the whole universe is meant for us? Answering no to any of these questions has a very powerful meaning. If we don’t accept that there are possibilities outside our inherent beliefs, then we are ignorant to them and therefore accept that we have a mind closed to these possibilities. If we can’t have discussions about our thoughts and beliefs without resulting in a circular argument or an end statement leaving out the realm of all possibilities, then we must accept the fact that our minds are shutting out the possibilities otherwise. Any statement must be made with absolute proof and must be able to endure all criticism before it can be worthy enough to be a belief, and even then it may not be absolutely certain.

Balance. Energy can never be created nor destroyed, otherwise there would be an imbalance in the universe. The notion that there was a beginning to the universe seems to clarify this. All energy is transferred or redirected, absorbed or released. When it comes to human emotion, there seems to be something totally different. There is this feeling of complete imbalance between love and hate, and between man and woman. This discomforting feeling that man has the majority of control and power and that hate dominates love seems to be directly related. Why are women in the Middle East forced to wear shroud and treated as though they were objects controlled by men and their desires? Why does it say that Eve was created by one of Adam’s ribs and that she caused original sin in women by biting an apple? Seems like these are inherited beliefs subjugating women to inferiority and empowering men. No doubt these beliefs were formed and instilled by men with the desire to control the mind. Every religion on the surface seems good and filled with love. But every religion has a superiority to all other religions, and it is this conflict that drowns out the love and drenches the world with hate. The notion that one belief is correct and that all others are wrong. It seems like this imbalance in love and hate, and man and woman is rooted in beliefs which have swayed the mind and through history, evolved into what we think today. Male Presidents, Female maids. Male popes, Female nuns. Male war heroes, Female whores. Granted there are occasional exceptions, but not many. Mother Earth is a powerful one, but there is no respect for her by men in power. Through all of this, there seems to be a solid root. The lifeline that nurtures and feeds this imbalance has a direct line traced through history by those few men who had the desire to control people’s minds and lives.



Probability. The thought that humans exist in the first place is mind-numbing. The thought that the individual human exists is insanity. Chaos is infinite in everyone from the moment we are conceived. The probability that our mothers and fathers make love at the perfect moment to allow for our creator sperm, out of millions of others, the slight advantage to penetrate that one egg, out of thousands a woman produces in her life, is immense. After penetrating the egg, there are an outrageous number of possibilities that come into play to make the individual. And then, all the thoughts we are bombarded with as children and all the experiences and challenges we face develop the individual’s character. Every second of every day shapes who we are, what we think, and why. It is as close to impossible as you can get that we as individuals even exist, yet we as a species take that for granted. Some 50,000,000 of these individuals going through a similar probability as all of us, died as a result of World War II. Although, somehow we have these overpopulation problems in areas of the world. We as humans seem to have grown numb to the fact that each individual on this planet has been granted an impossible gift to be a part this world. We tend to see people for what they are physically using judgment and materialism to shape our thoughts, rather than compassion for the fact that these people, all of us, even exist. It is far too easy to label a group and think of death as a statistic rather than the ultimate tragedy, but this is the case. The unnatural death of any human being is the ultimate tragedy because it marks the end of an impossible gift in this world.




Divinity. Closing everything, (thinking of belief, the mind, probabilities, balance, infinity, love and hate, woman and man, perspective, and the human being) the thought of divinity becomes miniscule. Humans have been placed in this universe by the universe, and are undeniably a part of the universe. God has been trained and inherited in many minds as the Creator of everything, but the creator of everything is the universe itself. Humans are made up of complex elements created by intense energies of stars dying. So we are actually the part of the creator understanding the creator. Not far off from many religions. The key to divinity is the mind, infinitely complex and ultimately free. An open mind can unlock doors to infinite possibilities. It is our own divinity that is the key to our own existence. Opening the mind to different perspectives is a means to understanding things that may otherwise seem impossible. Without a means to understand ourselves through conscious thought, there is no point in humanity, and without a means for the universe to understand itself, there is no point in the universe.


Well, I don’t know if this pondering is a silly thing, but I got bored today and started writing. I just figured I’d share some of my thoughts on things.



Thanks for reading, and lots of hugs and kisses and love, of course.

Clarissa Wong

Lessons on Life

This is a long one, enjoy.

Divinity. Here inlays the key to human existence. Without divinity humankind has no purpose, no goals in which to strive onward through time. In the mere millisecond, from a universe perspective, that humans have existed, the human mind has grown into a complexity unbeknownst in the history of the Earth. The undeniable intervention of some form of divinity must have occurred, but why now? 13.7 billion years after all existence began, space-time as we know it from the remnants of the “Big Bang.” Cosmic Microwave Background Radiation left over from time 0. Absolute Zero time just before the Planck Era when this Microwave Radiation was the most intense of hot Gamma Rays pulsing through a universe immensely smaller than any sub-atomic particle, and yet containing in it everything we can possibly think of. Earth being roughly 1/3 the age of the universe and yet the capability of understanding where the universe is, how old it is, has only just happened. A momentous time! So where is this divinity? The ultimate dependency for our survival as a race, a part of this Earth, which is just another rock traveling along through space and time with the expansion of the universe, divinity, which is the sole reason why humans exist as well as the entire universe.

Perspective. A lost word in the big scheme of things. Here we travel on Earth taking six minutes to get 6 miles on a road, in which time we have traveled about 100 miles due to Earth’s rotation, in which time we have traveled 7,200 miles revolving around the Sun, in which time we have traveled around 54,000 miles revolving around the center of our Milky Way Galaxy, in which time we have traveled with our galaxy 134,000 miles in the direction of the Hydra Constellation, in which time the whole Virgo Cluster of Galaxies has traveled an amazing distance, but from our perspective here on Earth, we’ve gone six miles in a car in six minutes. Even so, there are countless gravitational forces at work, jerking us at blinding speeds, but summing up in the one directional vector that our galaxy is actually moving. Everything in this universe is bound by this force, yet the universe expands and accelerates as if the giant clusters of galaxies were mere dust particles on the surface of a speeding train trying to slow it down via friction with the rushing air. The natural order on Earth that we’ve gotten used to constrains us to think locally about these trivial matters, but an infinite complexity emerges when the mind opens up a little to allow for a universal perspective.

Love, Hate and Infinity. Love is infinite because there is no way to measure love without experience. Our first love is always infinite because it has never been experience before. What about our second love? If it’s more powerful than the first then it becomes infinite, but if not then it is quantified. There is now a measuring stick for love where it can be compared to another. Love is comparable, with infinite love being the strongest of human emotions beyond fear, satisfaction, jealousy, happiness, and sadness. But with every Yin there is a Yang, and the Yang for Love is most definitely Hate, and just like Love, Hate is also and more commonly infinite. And even though these emotions are infinite, they grow. And with most human beings on this Earth, Hate dominates just as Man dominates Woman. And here inlays an imbalance.


The Human. A simple star made up of hydrogen fusing into helium and releasing the excess as pure energy traveling outward at the speed of light, is on the verge of dying. The core is unstable as the hydrogen burns out. The balance of gas pressure and gravity denoting the physical size of that star has been tainted and the core collapses into itself struggling for stability. As the core collapses, heat builds up until the helium is able to fuse into Carbon causing intense gas pressure resulting in the great expansion of the star. As the star grows, the surface changes color as it cools down, turning red. But the real action is happening in the core. The core searches for stability, but will never find it. The center of the core become so dense and hot that heavier elements fuse until iron is reached. Fusion past iron is impossible in a star, and it is only the 26th element on our periodic table which includes more than 105 elements. Yet here on Earth, we have an abundance of these heavier elements such as gold, nickel, zinc and mercury to name a few. The star is accelerating to a breaking point where the core can’t fuse any further and the result is an intense explosion of the outer layers. The immense energy released causes all types of atoms to combine and form these heavier elements. We all descend from these elements created in supernovas that cause these atoms to fuse together with the excess energy from the dying star’s blast. Everything in our bodies, from the calcium in our bones to the iron in our blood came from the explosions of these stars. So what does that make us? Here is a direct connection between humankind and the stars. We are more a part of this universe than just some creatures created by God, our relation to our surroundings is direct and we are in fact the universe struggling to understand itself. The physical human being can be summed up by these elements found naturally on Earth resulting from the blasts of dying stars. The mind is the inexplicable part of us that is capable of infinite possibilities.


Consciousness. Wealth, Money, Power, Greed, Jealousy, Hate, and Envy has plagued its way into humanity. Wealth is stemmed from materialism, is it not? On the surface, wealth is money, and with wealth comes power. The desire for wealth, money and power stems from greed, which stems from envy and jealousy. Hate is the result. Deeper down, wealth becomes happiness stemming from being content. Being content derives from ridding oneself of all desires, and power comes from wisdom, understanding and compassion. The result is Love. Wealth has two meanings, and power has two paths, but the complex combinations how much wealth and power one has, and the desires involved in acquiring them, is infinite. So what makes a person good? How can a person be judged as good or bad? Santa Clause counts all naughty acts and all nice acts, and if nice overrides naughty, you get presents. But in the real world where there are real religions and real faiths, most stating that there is an ultimate judge or God who lets those who are good into heaven. What right do any of these religions or deities or stately figures have in telling the universe what is right and what is wrong, when the acts of right and wrong, love and hate, are infinitely complex. The mind is complex and no two are alike. Thoughts race through a million at a time, each one sparking new thoughts and ideas. It is the only freedom that people truly have, and this threatens those who desire power through greed. Those who desire to control. Most governments, businesses and many religions are started by people who have this intense desire, the most dangerous desire in humankind. Control causes wars and murder, and it is drilled into the minds of all civilized humans alike from the day we are born. And here inlays an imbalance.


Infinity. What things are infinite? The universe? The galaxy? The Sun? The Earth? The Oceans? How many water molecules are in the ocean? What about the number of Hydrogen atoms in a star? Although they may seem to be infinite they do have quantities, however improbable it is to measure or count. But take the coastline of Western South America. You drive along a road running along the coast line and you get a quantity in miles for the approximate length of that coastline. You look closer at the coastline and spend a number of years walking along the shore, measuring every nook and cranny with an meter stick and you get a much larger quantity for the length of that coastline. You look even closer and see that even the meter stick gives an approximation. So you spend the rest of your life with a centimeter stick measuring the coastline realizing that the length of the Western South American coastline is actually much longer than when you measured it years in the past with the meter stick. Looking at a small section of the coastline, you see that every bend has to be accounted for, looking even closer you see that every bump on a rock has to be accounted for, and looking microscopically close, you see that every one of those millions of bumps on every one of those millions rocks must be accounted for until you get down to the atoms on the edge of those rocks. So the length the Western South American coastline approaches infinity. The same argument goes with the distance around a small rock you can hold in your hand. So perspective once again ruins certainty.

Belief. Who the hell in their free mind can believe in anything at all? Belief causes constraints, each belief a piece of a straightjacket until there are so many beliefs that one is confined to one place, and one path. Every belief closes the mind off to infinite possibilities otherwise. Belief is certainty in a universe of uncertainties. If we were meant to know everything, we would be animals acting on instinct rather than humans with complex minds.


Possibilities. The answer is yes. Is it possible that there is no creator and that humans came to exist through evolution from apes, that evolved from lungfish, that evolved from single-celled organisms, that came from water and sunlight, resulting from being a certain distance from the Sun, which was cause by the localization of hydrogen, which was probably caused by the explosion of a star? Is it possible that we are here by chance and there is no purpose in humans other than to live here on this world for as long as we can? Is it possible that we were all created by an infinite complexity, or a God and that the whole universe is meant for us? Answering no to any of these questions has a very powerful meaning. If we don’t accept that there are possibilities outside our inherent beliefs, then we are ignorant to them and therefore accept that we have a mind closed to these possibilities. If we can’t have discussions about our thoughts and beliefs without resulting in a circular argument or an end statement leaving out the realm of all possibilities, then we must accept the fact that our minds are shutting out the possibilities otherwise. Any statement must be made with absolute proof and must be able to endure all criticism before it can be worthy enough to be a belief, and even then it may not be absolutely certain.

Balance. Energy can never be created nor destroyed, otherwise there would be an imbalance in the universe. The notion that there was a beginning to the universe seems to clarify this. All energy is transferred or redirected, absorbed or released. When it comes to human emotion, there seems to be something totally different. There is this feeling of complete imbalance between love and hate, and between man and woman. This discomforting feeling that man has the majority of control and power and that hate dominates love seems to be directly related. Why are women in the Middle East forced to wear shroud and treated as though they were objects controlled by men and their desires? Why does it say that Eve was created by one of Adam’s ribs and that she caused original sin in women by biting an apple? Seems like these are inherited beliefs subjugating women to inferiority and empowering men. No doubt these beliefs were formed and instilled by men with the desire to control the mind. Every religion on the surface seems good and filled with love. But every religion has a superiority to all other religions, and it is this conflict that drowns out the love and drenches the world with hate. The notion that one belief is correct and that all others are wrong. It seems like this imbalance in love and hate, and man and woman is rooted in beliefs which have swayed the mind and through history, evolved into what we think today. Male Presidents, Female maids. Male popes, Female nuns. Male war heroes, Female whores. Granted there are occasional exceptions, but not many. Mother Earth is a powerful one, but there is no respect for her by men in power. Through all of this, there seems to be a solid root. The lifeline that nurtures and feeds this imbalance has a direct line traced through history by those few men who had the desire to control people’s minds and lives.



Probability. The thought that humans exist in the first place is mind-numbing. The thought that the individual human exists is insanity. Chaos is infinite in everyone from the moment we are conceived. The probability that our mothers and fathers make love at the perfect moment to allow for our creator sperm, out of millions of others, the slight advantage to penetrate that one egg, out of thousands a woman produces in her life, is immense. After penetrating the egg, there are an outrageous number of possibilities that come into play to make the individual. And then, all the thoughts we are bombarded with as children and all the experiences and challenges we face develop the individual’s character. Every second of every day shapes who we are, what we think, and why. It is as close to impossible as you can get that we as individuals even exist, yet we as a species take that for granted. Some 50,000,000 of these individuals going through a similar probability as all of us, died as a result of World War II. Although, somehow we have these overpopulation problems in areas of the world. We as humans seem to have grown numb to the fact that each individual on this planet has been granted an impossible gift to be a part this world. We tend to see people for what they are physically using judgment and materialism to shape our thoughts, rather than compassion for the fact that these people, all of us, even exist. It is far too easy to label a group and think of death as a statistic rather than the ultimate tragedy, but this is the case. The unnatural death of any human being is the ultimate tragedy because it marks the end of an impossible gift in this world.




Divinity. Closing everything, (thinking of belief, the mind, probabilities, balance, infinity, love and hate, woman and man, perspective, and the human being) the thought of divinity becomes miniscule. Humans have been placed in this universe by the universe, and are undeniably a part of the universe. God has been trained and inherited in many minds as the Creator of everything, but the creator of everything is the universe itself. Humans are made up of complex elements created by intense energies of stars dying. So we are actually the part of the creator understanding the creator. Not far off from many religions. The key to divinity is the mind, infinitely complex and ultimately free. An open mind can unlock doors to infinite possibilities. It is our own divinity that is the key to our own existence. Opening the mind to different perspectives is a means to understanding things that may otherwise seem impossible. Without a means to understand ourselves through conscious thought, there is no point in humanity, and without a means for the universe to understand itself, there is no point in the universe.


Well, I don’t know if this pondering is a silly thing, but I got bored today and started writing. I just figured I’d share some of my thoughts on things.



Thanks for reading, and lots of hugs and kisses and love, of course.

Clarissa Wong

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

The Truth about Clarissa

As you all may or may not know, my name is Clarissa Wong A.K.A. Big Boobs/November bikini babe , i decided to re-write my entire life story to give you the down right truth about the real person behind the name. I always find myself bitching every once in a while about how people treat me, how I am human as well and I too have feelings and demand respect. I thought about it for a while and I asked myself, "How can you expect people to treat you like a human being if people don't know the "Real" you? How can you demand respect from everyone when you don't tell the entire truth about who you really are, and what you're all about?"
Well my little darlings, here is now is where it's all going to happen. Think of it as a mini-autobiography about my life and all the shit I've been through. I am very honest, blunt, and very opinionated, therefore I always find myself speaking my mind. So no matter what it is or whom it's associated with, in the end, I always find myself saying......FUCK IT! Life is short....so I'm going to live the way I want and say whatever the fuck it is that's on my mind...and if you don't like what I'm all about or what I have to say....FUCK OFF! Enjoy....
Back when I wasn't even a thought yet, my parents decided to screw one drunken night and had me,Clarissa Wong , 9 months later on Sept 4 1976 . I was born in Singapore. From that moment on.....life as we knew it, would all change....

I'd go to school, come home and ride my bike around the park .
I remember glancing out beyond the gates one time and wanting so badly to go outside to play. I remember wanting so much to see what the world was like beyond the gates, beyond all the green trees and leaves surrounding. I wondered how my life would be and how different things would be if only my parents would move.

My brother and I felt the same way....I'm sure my brother especially felt the same, but sadly for some reason....we were not so close, although I always wished that we were....So anyway, we kept bitching to my parents about how badly we wanted to move away. My childhood best friend, Rendy , migrated to Ontario Canada. How we wanted more freedom and be able to live freely. I told myself she is so lucky . To live in a place of multi -cultural diversity . To be frens with the Caucasians.
At the same time I felt a sudden sadness. A sadness for the friends that I'd made and grew up with in that community that I had to now leave behind.
I felt sad that I would be able to discover what freedom really meant while my friends would still be stuck there....all alone. But at least now, a part of my heart will be able to soar like an eagle in the sky. With my new found freedom I will be able to find out more about myself and what life is all about. What a liberating feeling!

Best Friends ?

As times moved on, Baobao and I became insanely close and inseparable. Not a day would pass by where we didn't hang out, laugh, and have a good time together. I remember once when we didn't see each other just for 2 days, Baobao went out and bought me a card saying that he missed me! I thought it was hilarious! Actually, we both thought it was pretty hilarious that we had gotten that close that we couldn't let 2 days pass us without missing one another. It was great!
Baobao and I were such best friends that I remember people started wondering about us. They started asking questions like, "Are you two dating?"
Of course we were like, "Are you kidding us?" But deep down inside somewhere, someway, somehow, I knew that I started to have feelings for him. I mean, at that point, he was the only person in the whole world that I loved so much. So yes, I started falling in love with my best friend,Baobao , but of course, I didn't want to say anything to him about it......yet.......

TO ALL MY FRIENDS


A POEM DEDICATED TO ALL MY FRIENDS

I sacrificed my heart to chase all of my dreams.
I took the other path, the path nobody sees.
The pain I endured to get where I am...Was hidden from the world....
If you look deep inside my heart and soul...I am really just a girl.
I am me, but no longer....for I have chosen to sacrifice and give myself to you.....
My love for life, for living....I gave myself away.....
But soon you will all see, it was meant to be that way.
I've embraced the changes happening....although at times it's hard to adjust...
I just remind myself....I have a role here...an important role on earth.
To make a positive impact....in this fading world today....
If I speak out with my heart....My soul will always stay...
Remember me now for all that I am, because I am only you.
I am your puppet now....just tell me what to do.....
Your messenger I am....you can speak your thoughts through me....
I stand for one for all....to put hope back into that fallen star
I will not let you down....because I do it all for you....
You are my inspiration....my love in life....I want you to know it's true...

Hugs and Kisses ,
Clarissa

Men I Date

I usually wouldn't do this type of stuff cuz I think it's kinda cheesy to write down what type of men I usually go for....but hey....I finally give in. Besides....this might help better my chances of meeting Mr. Right instead of Mr. Right Now! haha! Anyway....I think men are like wine. They only get better with age. I have had my fair share of men in my life so far and I've seen it all and that is how I came to the conclusion that I am extremely attracted to a man who is filled with WISDOM. I'm not interested in how much money you have. I'm not interested in how buff you are or how cool you dress. I'm not interested in how famous you are......I'm just interested in a man who can teach me new things in life that I haven't yet learned on my own. I am young at heart, yet I have an old soul. So any man who can match that is a keeper in my book. Sure I always have my "fun" with younger guys or guys my age.....but there's always something sexier about an older man. He's rough around the edges because he's been through it all. He doesn't play anymore games because it is just childish and he knows the meaning of "love" by now and knows how to appreciate it when it is given. He doesn't have time for insecurites because he's a grown man....no other childish hot "BOY" could ever make him feel threatened as he has something this "boy" doesn't yet have....experience and wisdom....and that gives off a very sexy confidence that no one else could beat....So to sum it all up.....I am very, very much attracted to a man with "WISDOM." That alone will make me swoon.......

Miss Universe Australia - Erin McNaught

Erin McNaught, the Miss Universe Australia pageant is in turmoil after raunchy topless photo shoot of the newly crowned title holder appeared in a men’s magazine. Furious officials yesterday said Erin McNaught was not fit to wear the crown after topless pictures of her were published in men’s magazine Zoo Weekly. They show McNaught, Gold Coast model, in various stages of undress- skimpy underwear, topless or next to nothing.The director of the pageant denied judges had made a mistake in picking McNaught, who is studying for a science degree at the Queensland University of Technology, and insisted she would still go on to represent the country at the international competition in Los Angeles next month.
Erin’s mother, Lin McNaught, said the pictures were taken long before this month’s Miss Australia competition in Melbourne and that organisers had known about them at the time of her entry before Erin was appointed Miss Universe Australia. “The national director knew about that (the nude photographs) before Erin was even appointed Miss Australia. He didn’t have a problem with it,'’ Mrs McNaught said. Mrs McNaught said she had spoken to Mr Davie who denied there was any move to make Perth’s Leah Fuhrmann should be the winner.This did nothing to ease the anger of one judge, Jonathan Westbrook, of Perth, who said neither he nor his colleagues had known about the topless shots.
Pageant judges Cathy Freeman, Jonathan Westbrook, Lillian Frank and Con Diavatiotis and pageant coordinator Deborah Miller say McNaught is not worthy of the Miss Universe Australia title. Mr Westbrook believes the pageant has “descended into a farce”‘ and claims McNaught accepted the winner’s $20,000 diamond tiara and failed to turn up for media and sponsorship commitments in Melbourne last week.
Mr Westbrook said Ms McNaught was not fit to hold the title and accused her of “dragging the contest into the gutter”. “She is not the sort of wholesome role model we are looking for,” he said.Pageant co-ordinator Deborah Miller said Ms McNaught had set a bad example and did not deserve to retain the title. “Yes, I do believe she should have the crown taken from her,” Ms Miller said. “She’s not a role model for young girls.”But pageant director and licensee Jim Davie believes Ms McNaught has done nothing wrong.Another judge, photographer Grant Good endorsed Mr Davie’s view, saying the photos were “tastefully done and, in any case, they were taken before she won. They don’t contravene any rules or regulations.”
Close friends in the modelling industry rallied behind McNaught yesterday, arguing she had been a model ambassador.“To be honest, I haven’t been in contact with her for two weeks because she’s so hard to get in contact with, but this would be disappointing if it’s the case,” a friend and fashion industry businessman said.
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Paris Hilton - Stars Are Blind (Version 2)

Paris Hilton -stars are blind lyrics

I don't mind standing sometime
Just hanging here with you
Cause I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk they talk of suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied oh no oh

Chorus:
Even though the guys are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul in body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you
I could be your confidant
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that's not what you want
If tommorow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love
Not someone who have you been dreaming of
Why am I alone oh no

Chorus:
Even though the guys are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul in body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
It might be revealing
We could get physical oh no no no

Chorus:
Even though the guys are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul in body
Let's see what this love can do
(Let's see what love can do)
Baby I'm perfect for you
(Baby I'm perfect for you, you)
(Baby I'm perfect for you)
Even though the guys are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
Even though the guys are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
Paris Hilton - Stars Are Blind

Friday, July 14, 2006

my dream skates



The Patriot (355 - Snyder Advantage - Roll Line Giotto)
This is about as good as it gets! This is the top of the line skate.
Riedell 355 Silver Star leather artistic boots. Firm boot for artistic jumping. Provides excellent ankle support, same boot used by professional figure ice skaters.
Snyder Advantage plates.
Roll Line 63mm Giotto figure wheels.
Bones Swiss bearings.

Retail price $1,091.00
Shop4Skates.com price $894.99

its all about skates !


After seeing the StreetSki website I knew immediately that I had to get a pair as soon as possible. Since they arrived I have been using them constantly and they are fantastic. The realism they provide to skiing on snow is incredible and I would highly reccomend anyone interested in the sport to try these out. They are a fantastic dryland training tool and there is no doubt in my mind that they will dramatically improve ski technique and fitness levels for all skiers from the novice right through to the professional. Great job StreetSki."
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Sex And Zen - Funny and Hot Porn
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

10 Free things that you must do in Singapore

1. Raffles Hotel
Raffles Hotel Singapore, Singapore, Singapore
Ave price: $486

This is one of the oldest hotel in Singapore. Just go and soak in the atmosphere! Don't be too casually dressed and just walk into the hotel Visit the shops there & don't miss out the toilets! They are gorgeous!


2. Esplanade Theatres on the Bay
Esplanade Theatres on the Bay, Singapore, Singapore
One of the newest places for the arts, Esplanade has an unique appearance and is THE place to go for any performing arts performances! You can also go and browse through the shops and even the library. You can also admire the arts on display!

3. Merlion Park
http://www.visitsingapore.com/
Not to be confused with the Merlion in Sentosa, this Merlion has been watching over Singapore River since 1972! Recently relocated to an area which is adjacent to One Fullerton, the Merlion now sits proudly in a newly constructed 2,500 square metre park. There is also a Merlion cub and both Merlions sprout out water day and night! Also, it offers an excellent view of the Esplanade Theatres on the Bay. Excellent for photo taking during the day or night!

4. National Library
http://www.nlb.gov.sg/
The flagship library, this newly completed building boost a collection of 530,000 print and non-print materials and is over 7 storeys tall! Free talks are also organised regularly. If not, just walk in and browse!


5. Singapore Botanic Garden
http://www.sbg.org.sg/index.asp
One of the green places in Singapore, it is located near the US embassy in town and is a haven away from the bustling Orchard Road. There are also performances on weekend! Pack some sandwiches and have a picnic there!


6. Little India
Little India, Singapore, Singapore
People watch in Little India. Immerse yourself in the exotic scents and just browse in Little India. You will make lots of wonderful discovery!

7. Queenstown in Singapore
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Queenstown,_Singapore
Want to know how typical Singaporean live in? The oldest self contained town in Singapore, Queenstown has lots of old flats and old flavour of Singapore! Just take the MRT, alight and absorb the atmosphere there!


8. Singapore City Gallery

http://www.ura.gov.sg/gallery/index.html
The place to go to know about Singapore! Best thing about it? Catch a bird's eye view of Singapore without climbing up a sky scraper. Enjoy and test yourself with the interactive games! Best of all, entry is free! Visit the website for the address and how to get there!


9. East Coast Park
East Coast Park, Singapore, Singapore
Go there to enjoy the breeze. Walk along the sea. Ogle at the impressive oil tankers. If you have your own skates, bring it along!


10. Marina Bay
http://www.marina-bay.sg/
The last stop of the MRT North Line, Marina Bay will be undergoing massive renovation soon! In the meantime, this reclaimed area boost to be the home to many steamboat restaurants that offer very cheap seafood! There is also 2 bowling alleys. Lots of open space for kite flying, it is indeed an escape from the bustling city area. It is almost like another world all together. Enjoy it before major building works begin.

Scarlet Boutique Hotel (Singapore)






As far as hotel design goes, Singapore is typically associated with understatement and restraint. But then, most travelers haven't stayed at the Scarlet, tel: (65) 6511 3333.


The Lion City's newest boutique hotel is a testament to the delightful surprises that sometimes occur when people with neither experience nor inhibition try their hand at something new. Opened last month, the 84-room hotel—housed in an immaculately restored 1924 shophouse—is owned by first-time hotelier Geeson Lawadinata, and is the vision of first-time designer Michael Tan, who amazingly professes no formal design training. Not that you can tell. Extravagance is the order of the day, with Venetian crystal chandeliers, Victorian-style wall sconces, beaded lamps and gilded mirrors abounding in a space richly bathed in crimson, gold and black. Textures such as faux snakeskin, suede, silk and organza add gloriously theatrical touches, and the opulence is carried through to the restaurant, Desire.
The Scarlet's luxe in-room amenities include a gourmet minibar and a whirlpool bath. But if that's not enough, check into one of the five suites, named Splendour, Passion, Opulent, Lavish and Swank. Understated they are not.